Comment by Bibiiiiiiiiiiiiiii on Urekkoka X Utsubyouka - Chapter 15

@Bibiiiiiiiiiiiiiii can u explain what he'd be ok with?

@Sangwoos hairy toe I figure they'll explain in the next chapter, but if i had to guess jun could mean 2 different things. Either 1/ he means "i did not know that about myself, but now that you've brought it to light, I'm okay with it" or 2/ more simply "i'd be okay having s** with you".

I figure it's number 1, because he basically already said "I'm okay with having s** with you" when he said "i'll do anything you want and you can do anything to me".

Yaharu's distrustful nature brought to light the more "perverted" aspect of jun's care for him. So far, yaharu did not understand why he got picked up and saved by this rich dude, and the answers jun gave him were very pure and sweet: "i've always wanted a brother", "my dad had a friend that stayed by him until he died, i want that kinship too". Yaharu almost accepted these innocent reasons, especially when jun said he only got off on 2D characters (we see the little bug representing love/libido leaving yaharu's body).

But when jun follows with the sentence "i'll do what yaharu wants me to", it changes everything and confirms yaharu's suspicions (little bug back in his eyes): jun finds it arousing to dote and care on a helpless being. I think jun did not realise that about himself either, and is shocked when yaharu exposes all that to him. But instead of being distraught by these new revelations, he seems in awe of yaharu's analytic mind (he even refers to him as koin sensei) and accepts this previously hidden aspect of him ("i'd be okay with that")

Lol i monologued there. That's my 2 cents. What did you think ?

@Bibiiiiiiiiiiiiiii i think it's 1 as well, but I interpret the bug as the pressure of the love he is receiving and the trust and there for dependents developing. Like he knows he shouldn't trust him but he just can't help it (when he tells him he doesn't have sexual intentions)And when he realizes that he was right all along and that he shouldn't have trusted him and felt save, he snaps. 
It just didn't make any sense to me that he would tell him that he is fine with being/being viewed that way since the depressed guy (I cant remember the names) clearly has an issue and saying that wouldn't fix anything 

Thank you so so much for responding!!

@Sangwoos hairy toe  Lol yeah jun is weird for sure