@deleted user might i recommend I Stole the Heroine’s First Love, Materialistic Princess, or even Another Typical Fantasy Romance(its not typical)
I believe these would have female leads more your style.
I am personally enjoying this, after all trauma shows up differently in each person. Its not often you see the irrationality of an avoidance style that looks like it makes sense. Because one moment she appears to be aware of her feelings and than she digs her denial whole further as she does gymnastics to avoid naming the feeling.
It seems unbelievable and yet I have seen people after abusive relationships have no idea they were falling for someone with healthy relationships cause it didn't feel like it did with their abusive ex.
I believe these would have female leads more your style.
I am personally enjoying this, after all trauma shows up differently in each person. Its not often you see the irrationality of an avoidance style that looks like it makes sense. Because one moment she appears to be aware of her feelings and than she digs her denial whole further as she does gymnastics to avoid naming the feeling.
It seems unbelievable and yet I have seen people after abusive relationships have no idea they were falling for someone with healthy relationships cause it didn't feel like it did with their abusive ex.