Omg I understand him now "he's just like me I'm just like him" I understand now...I also struggle in crowds to the point I freeze..it really does feel like everyone is whispering and judging about you..I have no clue why I'm like this (actually that might be a lie I grew up bullied basically all my life with..well family problems...let's just say that theres lots of contact...and violence in my life
my Bff. I wanna say "your the only reason I haven't killed myself yet" so please..just show me how much I can be loved. how much I would miss to keep seeing her. I can't even word how much I love you. 
