@sho The person who died is Jason, the old boss of Ian and TJ. Jason has left money for Ian after his death, and Ian plans to use it to run away from TJ. A couple of chapters ago TJ found out that Ian was preparing to run away and has started to regret his life choices. The hallucination mocking Ian about repentance was a close friend that Ian killed after the man attacked him. Some members think Ian is a traitor for leaving but they can't kill him while TJ is around. TJ was the one who got Ian involved in crime and forced him to stay. While being with TJ, Ian has been a drug addict, murdered multiple people, gone to prison, been forced into debt by TJ and TJ also hired some guys that accidentally broke Ian's legs when he was young so his career as an athlete was ruined and he couldn't leave TJ. Ian knows TJ did that but won't confront him because he's too miserable about the truth. He also struggles with other emotions, like he can't fall asleep without having s** with someone. TJ and Ian often have s**, but both are also sleeping with other people, and Ian consider their relationship over but TJ don't agree. There's also Jo, who really likes Ian and they've started to sleep with each other lately after dating and being friends. Jo's cousin, Chris, has a gambling problem and is in debt. He's stolen money and is secretly spying on Ian.
Punch drunk love, Semantic error & Wet sand
