Comment by kokuxi on Existence - Chapter 34

Comment on ChapterExistence - Chapter 34
i despise lee ja-in so, so much. like, beyond words. 

hes lived billions of years yet he cant use that fuc**** noggin for a split second? talking about some 'i despise humans because theyre all selfish and egotistical.' what are you then? the epitome of selfishness?

so the only people who have left an impact on your life are those thatre nice to you, but not those that are nice in general, because not once have you ever stopped to think that maybe the guards youve killed couldve shown you kindness in another context. its not about 'who they are' and what their values are, its how they will use those to treat you in a manner that is favorable to YOU. 

she tried killing herself to save humanity, yet you didnt care and stopped her, because she was nice to you and you formed a bond with her, which 'made you feel warm.' YOU. felt warm. you said you would protect her, and it didnt matter if all of humanity died so long as you would protect her until the end. but what about humanity? there are probably billions of humans that would treat you the same; or maybe even BETTER than her, yet you will let them die because they haven't been nice to you. because they havent made you feel that warm feeling. 

lee jain is the epitome of ego and selfishness, and the epitome of blindness. he thinks that he does good by putting into extinction a race that hurts others, but he is willing to let them all die for the protection of someone that made him feel good. someone that he 'likes.' but does he really? what part of them does he like? other than the way THEY make HIM feel?

jesus i ranted

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@kokuxi and ngl i do get why he does it, and i get why she wants to survive because honestly id do the same, but the hypocrisy just kills me because he is capable of so much but here he is doing fu** all
@kokuxi he's only killing people who have harmed or threatened him/ his family, because he's like an animal. It doesn't make sense to you because your thinking like a human, while he's thinking as an animal. Also she didn't want to die, so he didn't force her to do anything except face her own feelings. And yes, he's killing people who could be good and kind but how is he supposed to know that. He was an animal for all his lives and was killed by humans, he therefore thinks there all bad. But he finds good ones like her, and realizes that some humans are good. But that doesn't make up for the rest of them and the people who are trying to hurt him right now. 
Basically he is selfish in the way of 'I want people who I love to be safe' but hate human selfishness because it's on a whole different level.