Comment by lightflight on Monochrome Diary - Chapter 30

Comment on ChapterMonochrome Diary - Chapter 30
The author does a great job of capturing Jiho’s feelings, feelings that I’ve truly experienced myself. Growing up without parents, every time I stayed at a friend’s house and saw the warmth of their family, something would ache inside me. My throat would tighten, and I’d feel this overwhelming urge to go home.
Jiho my baby, please tell Yujun your story......
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also the feeling of awkwardness because you don't know how to interact on something you never experienced and feeling guilty for being jealous when they're just being nice , giving me nostalgia back then when i am immature and insecure 
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@INDIGO It's tough navigating unfamiliar situations, especially when your own emotions feel contradictory. Looking back it's wild how much we've grown since then.
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@lightflight Same here.. Not to mention when you're asked about things like family time, holidays and such.. I lived in an abusive household so there was nothing but pain for me at home. But whenever I was asked about it, I had to put on a smile and act like everything was normal and fine...
@LoveIsADelusion Yeah, I get that and honestly, thank you for being so strong all this time. I know it’s not easy having to go through that and still act like everything’s okay.