@blee it's obvious what I meant , and you're right I just need good reccomendations but it is obvious there's not enough of them ykwim? If you compare to bl at least , there's only one good gl I read that stuck with me till today sadly , It's not that I don't try to find good ones , I keep trying to find good ones and they shouldn't be boring too yk , but it's difficult even if there is out there , it shouldn't be this way but I see and feel like things are now changing drastically am starting to see some interesting and proper gls now , let's hope for the best in thr future.