Comment by Osamu Dazai on Osamu Dazai

@Osamu Dazai This also wasn't the first time I was SAed. I had also been SAed a few years prior by a family friends son. I was around 8-9ish at the time and the family friend had a son who was 13-14. We set up a sleepover. After I was dropped off we watched a few movies and we played games. After a while the parents had to leave and we were left alone. We were back to watching a movie on his bed when he reached over and touched my thigh and said over a few seconds got closer to my privates. I was terrified. At this age I had known what s** was, but was never explained what ra** was. I asked him to stop and he pushed me down. Soon he was pulling his di** out of his pants and rubbing it in my thighs me and telling me to stay still and take it like a good boy. I was crying, yelling and trying to kick him but he was sitting on my legs. When he was done I didn't even know what to do. I just say there crying and he was telling me to shut the fu** up or he was gonna kill me. I didn't want that so I did as he said. When his parents got home they knew what had happened and told me not to say a word and bought me some candy to try to buy my silence. I did stay silent for a few years because I was scared, but did break my silence at 13. My mom was mortified. The kid and his parents were banned from ever being near me or my siblings