@Elle96 ajushi himself didn't want to be gangster . He dont want that self to be seen by eunjun . He want a fresh new start and leave behind all his old life . That is why he kept silent so long. Maybe he is insecure cos he was forced to do everything. Until now this is the only time he made decisions for himself and wanted otherwise so he kept dramaticaly silent. All he know is to do what is needed . He did it . But when ajushi saw eunjun panicking and in blood he lost himself