I hate to get real in a mangas comment section like this but man the portrayal of grief resonates with me a lot. I recently lost my mom, the sinking feeling of nothing really sucks I feel like I should be feeling something but it's just a whole lot of nothing I mean I cried but there's Idk, so the way asa reacted to the deaths fuc**** felt so real to me cause yeah!! Me too!!! In a different way I also feel the same way as maiko my mom wasnt the greatest person she did so much fuc*** up sh** and I hate that I still hate the things she did I still have resentment to the person she was but there's no where for it to go I feel guilty for still feeling this way and I have no clue where to go from here SORRY FORWHOLE LIKE TRAMUADUMPING SESH but I really commend the author for this representation I hope one day I'll figure it out
meow
