I feel ya but I have one older brother and one younger one and I'm the middle child and the only girl in a family full of boys so my cousins always annoy me but some of them are actually gentle and quiet but it's sad that I don't have that much girl cousins to share bl manhwa/manhua/manga and animations but having 3 brothers are hard to handle
fck*Ng have mental, physical, spiritual, emotional, problems and have fam issue but dang dooshik ples let me have u, I'll be ur jooha