I like the way that the author tried to showcase mc fear. How must a person feel when they realise that no matter how much they practice or work hard, in the end the outcome depends on another person? It's not mc fault, he's an ambitious person trying to do what it takes to achieve his dreams. Suha doesn't get to act like a victim here after the sh** he pulled. This is the outcome of his choices even though he was young then but now he's a grown up. He ought to take responsibility. At first I thought mc was going beyond the line asking for it in a container but what else can he do except that? If there is another way for him to win that he won't ever pull sh** like this. I do think he should've asked him properly instead of dropping the bomb on him in the midst.