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Okay I think yall need some context as I didn't wanted to share personal stuff but I guess I will spill the tea so yall better give me good advice and make it brutal 😭 plz I need reality check

So we random met at game (I didn't talk to him at the start as he was my cousins friend (he is her mom's side cousin but basically not related to me in any way) so he is family friend and he has seen me in person I dont remember him but I know how he looks , cut ot cut out mutual tells me she has been talking about me with him since yrs😭 so he basically had already known me long before I knew him and he started waiting for me to finish my game and all and gives me free loot like b*h I didn't ask for any whatever and then he messaged me one day in the game and basically ragebated me 😑 we insulted each other and all and then we talked again next day (it's like 2-3 hrs daily alright ) we have chemistry and he asked for snap as his phone doesn't have batter 🫪idk if it was a excuse but didn't seem like so hoenstly , cut to cut we share interest but at base level we are lowkey opposite bur whatever it's fun talking to him , he is stupid , and funny and lowkey cute ahem I didn't say that 😭 whatever but yeah we have nicknames for each other and preety much talk daily now like random s*t a*s banter and what I have noticed so far is he always does what he says , like we said night (I wouldn't have messaged him back next mrng ) but he said let's talk tomorrow and messages message gm 🫪 i know it's not that big bt it shows he is consistent so far and we have our blockage and one time he was telling me something personal and it was emotional 😭 i didn't knew what to reply with and i waited 1 min cause idk what to say and he realised t and didn't make it akward just continued the convo 🙂 I lowkey loved that moment now cut to cut he showed me his dms cause he said he was very popular with everyone in school but he had rough time cause of surgeries and operations and yeah it was very very tough 3 yrs of just hospitals (mentally fucked ho jate hae log ) I stayed in hospital for 3 days and I don't wanna go again but yeah he told me how he dont talk to them anymore cause they didn't help when he needed it the most ,so that's why I got a bit jealous when I saw 3 girls 😑 whatever I am protective alright 😭 , now cut to cut i did lowkey told him about my own crush stuff and he didn't seem jealous or anything but def tried to humor it off 🤷🏻‍♀️ , and we lowkey send each other snaps and tits and bits of each other's day 😭 we even have insta id of each other now but he is extrovert maybe he does it with everyone else (but he hasn't been in relationship with anyone cause he liked someone fr yrs but uska cut gya basically heartbreak so yeah that's why whatever but yeah that's all 😭 now idk if he likes me cause I don't see that kinda feelings through him whatever 😭what do I do he is messaging me rn too