reading the story made me realised how made of a mom his mother is . And the fact that my mom is the exact same person but with the difference that she use to hit me unprovoked when i was younger , hit me bcs she fought with dad , hit me bcs she was stressed , hit me whenever she wished that too so badly i would bleed ,,,, until i got so tired of it i fought back by resisting, running away and locking myself till her anger was cooled down ,,,,,, now she doesn't hit me as frequently as she use to but she still tries even though im literally 17 . she acts the same way his mom does . guilt tripping me , manipulating me and so much more and making me look like the bad guy ,,,,,, for a long time i considered myself a bad person bcs she made me feel like it . And tbh yes I've become a person my younger self hated and even if i blame her for this ,,,,, it just feel like excuses
