@BiNShy well you should talk about that with your partner, just say you are not happy and why. If you don't know why, then you should get some professional help cause you might be depressed. Or even better, get the help first, so you can get the courage to say what you can't say now, or get drunk, that seems to help all the time to bring out the things we dare not say.
@Reader I know I seriously should like I've been telling myself for a few days now "right you should say this and this right now" but I just don't! Ah I've been depressed for almost 2 decades now, I can say what I feel to his face but I'm too scared to text him how I feel
