He did that maybe because after that incident of course the trauma they didn't do it anymore. Like he's longing for him? 
Comment by jescyx on Painter Of The Night - Chapter 108 Fixed
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@jescyx not necessarily...after sexual traumas people begin to think of themselves as dirty or used and feel that their partner wouldnt want them in that way anymore....which is why they become self concsious and do such stuff...like be extra nice to them and seduce them...just to still be appealing to their partner
@mishimiya thank
@mishimiya da** that hits harder than being overdosed...