Comment by Who knows on Who knows

I have never been the type to be interested in relationship or anything related to romance, instead I am pretty oblivious to such things.
Though I fell hard for him   , the thought of being in a relationship never even crossed my mind ( guess I have low self-esteem) . After , a year I was frustrated of my own feelings and when my friend propsed that she will tell him about my feelings and I agreed. Days went by and one day after coming from Library ( other kids were in class) I told my friend to just forget about it and to not mention it to him and she said she had just told him about my feelings..  I was NO!well whatever ( I had told her to just tell him that I like him not me proposing to him or smthng tbh bcz I had no guts  and I was sure I had get rejected so...he replied he didn't  want to be in a relationship in the moment...) well I never planned to propose anyway .....and later I got to knew he was already in a relationship. Honestly , I had thought by  telling him I would get hurt and then forget about him and though I got hurt my feeling only grew stronger. ...It had already been a year and half by now and he was the quiet kid of the class who don't talk much in class . ... but when he got to know my feelings he perhaps made fun of my feelings or something like that because many hostlers always recognized my face whenever  I passed by them and started talking among themselves while looking towards me and I was felt ridiculed.