Comment by Pookiebee on Pookiebee

@Pookiebee I would love to write it but I can't write to save my life 😭😭 I rlly hope someone writes it tho

@Pookiebee u lowkey inspired me so i did a prologue but like ima only put the beginning i wrote here cuz i dislike the rest loloooolololol

A luxurious life is a lucky one. 
A poor life is a pitiful one. 
A empty life, is a boring one. 

When someone's spouse dies, it can be described as guttural pain. As something they never thought they could ever get away from. As a guilt that weighs on them and drowns them in their bed. For Siwoo, this was a pain that he believed would go away in due time, because he did not care enough for it to stay. 

When he watched them bury his husband who had died from cancer, Siwoo wondered if maybe he were to cry a little so that the people around him would pity him. Not only did he need to seem pitiful in this situation, but he also needed to cry a bit so that he could be forgiven for never having cried at all. But unfortunatley, as though petals in spring never wither, a tear would never fall from Siwoo, for as long as he lives he will not cry over a man he does not love. 

Lol that's it and that's just a filler name too cuz yes lol i really just went off the top of my head but someone else cud def cook with this i dont rlly write anymore so it's unpolished (i read the start thingy with life shi now i dont like it)