Comment by Gojo~ on The Pizza Delivery Man and The Gold Palace - Chapter 11

Comment on ChapterThe Pizza Delivery Man and The Gold Palace - Chapter 11

This hits home, I used to have panic attacks at random time and places. Like l have lists of what may trigger but we can't always avoid it and it's not consistent, sometimes it triggers you, sometimes it doesn't.
And same with the ML, my mind would stop thinking rational, the only thing that comes to my mind is "I'm dying" repeatedly. During those times my heart would beat so fast and I'm having a hard time breathing. Those agony would make me think that I just prefer to die than live having those panics and dark thoughts. When I try to open up to people they would advice me that I should calm down or that I should face my fear, well yeah, only if I can control my thoughts during my panic attacks.
I wish someone comforts my like that.

3 Replies

ZriMember·3 years ago

@Gojo~ ican feel how much it can be hard
Anger issues are unavoidable really,I'm dealing wth it too without my parents knowing.
Im so so sorry for you and i feel really bad
I wish good hopes for you from the bottom of my haert as someone who could understands maybe.
The only one who can helps in hard situations is always you.i hope you would be able to cure yourself by the time and see how much you are helpful for yourself and for others actually.
I believe you would get better asap don't lose any hope.i will pray for you of course

Gojo~Member·3 years ago

@Zri I got teary eyed when I read your reply, thank you so much I truly appreciate that. I also wish for your healing.
Right now I'm doing better, it's been quite long since I last had my panic attack. It was a long and hard journey to love myself and I'm still in the process. Sometimes darkness would randomly visit, but I guess we just have to learn to live with it.
I wish you well 🙏 and it's nice to know that I'm not being trolled here, indeed there are nice people at random places.

ZriMember·3 years ago(edited)

@Gojo~ 😂😂😂😂awwww dont cryyyy pleaseee
So happy to hear that you are doing better now
Actually Im just being honest
I appreciate that how much you are being brave toward hard rimes.
Stay brave and healthy.
Not loosing hope is so much important
You will get better im sure.the one who tries get what he wants.
In this hard times positive thoughts are really helpful.
Please dont stop the process till you get fully healthy
All i can do from long distance is just believing in you and Godd.i won't forget about u
Have best times!

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