Spoiler!
So.... through spoilers..... someone said.... the blue hair original fl is actually just dumb and naive...she ain't no white lotus... that's was one of the reasons the CP liked her. And he left our this fl coz he was tired of her violence and her staking... basically her obsession in the first time line. But... the CP actually loved her in both time lines... he also loved her in the first time line before she went crazy that is. And the reason she went crazy is because the nanny would give her drugs, she also gave thise drugs to the fl mother, that was y she was acting so crazy. And..... in the first time line..... the cp also truly loved the mistress(the blue haired women). She was pregnant with his child. And coz of jealousy, our fl poisoned her. Also she didn't suicide in the first timeliness. It was all a setup. The CP never really wanted to kill her at all. He didn't want her to die. And....yes... Evan ain't the ml.... I really wanted him too be the ml man.... he is so gentle with her....anyways...the cp does get jealous because of evan... and the worst thing is.......he non consensually kissed our fl.... our fl ofcorse pushed him and also bit his tounge..... but this man.... uh...... well.... that's all for now..... cheers 🍻