@szjzmn my mom wants me to go to college and uni but idk if I want to cuz I just do everything my parents want me to do cuz we are immigrants and they always pressure me by saying "you know how hard we worked to get you here!?" So I just do what they want like me having all honors was all on my own but me saying I want to have band as my elective was not my choice and they want me to be lawyer but idek what I want to do in my future I'm just a kid yk. Also I'm the oldest child and I do everything around the house. Like I'll clean and I'll leave for school and when I come back the sink is full the floor is dirty and they don't even try to clean up I'm basically a parent for my parents and my siblings. Also I can't believe I just vented in the comments of a bl manhwa