Comment by Don'tworryireadyaoi on Limited Run - Chapter 77

Comment on ChapterLimited Run - Chapter 77
Anyway sorry I know this is annoying and this isn't the place but I just wanted to try putting my feelings into words so just ignore me
I'm just feeling so stupid and useless because I failed an exam and have to take the entire year again 
And I know people are dying and the world is going to sh** and it's just an exam and shouldn't place my value on academic achievements
But it hurts when your parents tell you you're nothing but a disappointment
and when you're the oldest daughter in a huge poor family and everything is riding on you and everything you do just goes to sh**
I'm really just a 20 year old girl whose life feels like its falling apart I've never even kissed anyone let alone held hands and I'm already so exhausted of life and I have no hopes or dreams anymore because everything I do fails 
I just want to sleep 
All I do is study take care of kids that aren't mine and enjoy one of the few things that still brings me a little bit of happiness read 
Anyway just needed to vent so forgive me for doing it hear I just felt right to say this to a bunch of strangers on the internet in a yaoi comment section 
Good reading y'all (ignore me sorry)
 
Really love this manhwas any recommendations for some similar stuff

4 Replies

@Don'tworryireadyaoi hey its okay if you want to drop ur feeling here, beside its okay if you feel sad, mad, angry or tired, because its normal to feel like this, because we're humans and not angels, feeling and experiencing all this sh*t is what make us humans, u have all the right to feel tired. from the wight you have in your shoulders babe i know its not easy, we have nothing to do, we just need to bear with it until everything is alright i guess, what you have to do now is to study well to raise your head, do it for you not for your family or anyone, in the end no one will last for you but yourself, and again its okay to feel tired because its not easy to hear all those words from people you care about, you're strong, it'll pass, okay?.
@Don'tworryireadyaoi I just want to let you know, you are doing GREAT! As a college student myself. I tend to compare my success to others bc I'm so afraid of my parents being disappointed in me. But it gets to a point where you say, Fu** everyone else except your feelings. You got this!!! Take that semester again and do things differently. Try your best, try, try, and try again until you pass. Bc there will always be failure just make sure you grow and learn from it. And remember Cs get dregrees baby!!!!! YOU GOT THIS!!!
@Don'tworryireadyaoi I got you girl it's hard being the eldest.Let me remind you, you are amazing ,doing your best so don't loose hope,at the end of the day everything fall on it's place. There's something amazing waiting for you in the near future so don't give up and don't stop dreaming. You've got this... Hwaiting girll!! 🫶