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this life sucks.
I was a pretty good student but lately all my grades are falling. I fumbled at boards class 12 and got a 85 percent. I don't know in which college I will be getting an admission into. I have no single aim. I could not clear jee and neet. I was a footballer, chess player, writer, guitarist. but this all is past and I have left all these just to become something at which I have been failing like usual. i have never participated in anything in school and i have been in no relationships though i have been approached many times throughout my school life, just because i thought it was useless.
i have a elder sister who is busy in her own studies and has stopped saying anything to me whether good or bad, my parents are tensed where will i go and the pressure keeps piling up. i am not being able to study or concentrate. all my friends have decided where they will be getting admission into. my parents keep telling me to take a drop year for neet but i fear that what if am not able to crack it? then i will just waste the year by accomplishing nothing.
Moreover my father has lost his job and now we are living off his pension. they are also telling me to do a job and to help the family but i cannot fill any job forms because i am 17.
nothing seems good. NOTHING.
i want to be a researcher at physics but i got 73 in physics isc(eng-91 bio-94 maths-80 chem-75) and i guess that route is shut tight.
with the marks i got in the examinations i am not getting a college for sure. so what will be of me?
i have already started to get scolding and taunts of my failure and my parents expectations are ruining it more. I don't think i will be staying for long.
JUST LET ME ROT AWAY PLEASE

7 Replies

nowifeorgfMember·1 week ago

@tls123 tf,
i got 81 in 12th, while being in B only, u got MB with urself.
my only escape was IT which i had, and due to not getting proper marks in neet, i just pivoted to IT, u got a better life than others who take B only and as for phy i only got 69 outta 100.
many clg just die for above avg students to take admission in them, plus u have the arsenal of idk who, football + chess is understandable, but the ability of a writer and a guitarist is overkill. If u get in clg, clg pays (well, 300rs per day till the no. of days u went to the other clg for competitions [assuming u are leaving ur district and going to some other district to play in tht clg]) u for playing in clg teams, u just have to participate and get selected in those sports and music fields and its not even tht difficult as its not DSO lvl sh** for getting qualified from ur own clg.

and if u really are forced to pursue jobs then ask ur parents about wht u should do, (i assume ur father worked for the govt as he is getting pension) and students can have jobs, no children above 15 can have jobs as long as the jobs are safe and in non hazardous condition plus u have a real reason for having the job as a financial source. ig u can go for shop assitants, office helping, computer data entry,work for some cafes, etc. though the pay will be less.

how much do u expect u will get in neet by checking ur mcqs?

insharah rahilMember·1 week ago

@tls123 bro don't be sad if you have not found anything to do or having too much pressure may lead you to a death so believe in your self and if no one believes you but you do in your then you can do anything you want achieve anything and my suggestion is that focus on your first and find a part time job that can help you in your worries be good to your self

Elmo_LordMember·1 week ago

@nowifeorgf let's not compare everyone has there own problems and lives that are completely different, you both are good students but everyone has limits and expectations for themselves my dear, I wish u both well with y'all's studies and not to overdue it to exhaustion! May good fortune come yalls way!

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nowifeorgfMember·1 week ago

@Elmo_Lord i want him to understand tht there is still ground beneath his feet, not he**.
he still has chance with other endless amt of streams open to him.

and he just changed his name though,

setting tht aside ty, he definitely needs our help rn.

Elmo_LordMember·1 week ago

@nowifeorgf very well said and I agree, onward students!
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AgnarAshMember·1 week ago

@tls123 hey buddy, if you really wanna be a researcher in physics(if that's where your taste truly lies considering your multitude of potential) you might have to take the IISER,NISER etc exam.... especially NISER since you get a monthly stipend of roughly rs8000 or beyond.... Still it's a rat race(as it's a given to all our entrance exams) but they're comparatively less desperately sought one's. Given your marks if you have to consider dropping a year and sign up to an reputed institute online (which is the cheapest for one year coaching course) that's gonna cost you roughly 30k rs a yr. But hey, dropping a yr is not that bad yk. Take your age to your advantage, you can do part time jobs too along the way too. Some guy I know made it just by watching YouTube videos and internet resourcing(ya no need for crying blood). if you have got a phone and network connection, that's your weapon,.. there's free apps available too. The entrance path, as always especially these times, are arduous and not something anyone can handle. BUT, know this your fears about whether you'll make it or not, is common for entrance crackers. You never know until the day you finally make it. I know it's tough given your circumstances. Don't be pressured, and don't be too hard on yourself. Just relax and think about what you wanna do to uplift yourself. Talk openly with your family. Yk, neet and jee are not the end of the world.... Be optimistic man 😊

NeverlyyyMember·1 week ago

@tls123 you may need to take a break , a short one , but don't forget that this kinda is bound to happen in life , yes times get hard but you have be strong , nobody is useless just you breathing helps the earth live , plus , even though I don't really know your school system, your grades sounds good to me , so do t give up

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