@Thatonegirl why cant my life imitate this art 
is it cuz I have no lightsaber!!!?!! or cuz men are only great when they are fictional and I like the idea of being with someone but not the idea of going through the awkward beginning stages again with someone i just want to somehow be teleported mid way into the relationship where you already know me but theres still the excitement of learning more and exploring more of each other mentally and physically not because i dont want to put in the work but im fed up with fizzled out love and so here i am and as I think and read ny own comments i realize it's probably the first reason right , no lightsaber 
is it cuz I have no lightsaber!!!?!! or cuz men are only great when they are fictional and I like the idea of being with someone but not the idea of going through the awkward beginning stages again with someone i just want to somehow be teleported mid way into the relationship where you already know me but theres still the excitement of learning more and exploring more of each other mentally and physically not because i dont want to put in the work but im fed up with fizzled out love and so here i am and as I think and read ny own comments i realize it's probably the first reason right , no lightsaber 