By time passes I think he get bored because I keep one of my hand covering my private part as the other blocking his hands from touching. I want to shout for help but I am afraid of the consequences. Then as he get bored he leaves me alone and I couldn't make to sleep anymore, instead I was crying all night long. Morning comes and I first saw him, and acted like nothing happened, I was scared. There's nothing I can do it's because I know I'm weak. Until now I never let my self being caught off guard, that whenever they ask me to come and sleep into their house I would automatically say no, and if I really had to stay a night in them, I never let myself sleep, I stay up all night awake playing my phone as tricks, and become my strategy until now whenever I had no choice but to stay in their house. I know that I had to stand for myself and report him, but no choice, I had to protect myself too and the word FAMILY from other people's judgement and keep everything quite. I know it wasn't a better idea but I want to protect and consider things, mostly my FAMILY. It's just that, I should be precocious with everything, and learn from this experience.
Ps. This the first time that I share this experience, and I hink this the safest way of taking a hatred out, it's been 4 years now anyway, and congrats to myself I endured everything alone😅. I feels good to let out pa la😊 (atleast dito walang may ibang makakaalam)
