da** i just suddenly remember what i did to my older brother... it haunts me to this day every time i saw him da**..
Comment by tamtam cloe on Love For Sale - Chapter 42
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@tamtam cloe WHAT HAPPENED
@tamtam cloe tell us tell us what happened ?
@Phoenix Well, it happened a long time ago... it's not that interestin but here goes nothing,
It was around Elem, that time I was over jealous and egoistic about my brother's achievement so because of that I tried to make my brother the bad one... I accused him of escaping while it was still school hours, and I even said that he was at a kind of fraternity ( in our place fraternity is kinda like a gang thing, they do stuff like bullying or scamming others that kind of stuff..) at that time my mom was currently pregnant with our youngest brother so because of that my older brother got scolded and hit ( he got bruises all over his body and I saw it with my own eyes he even bleed) since then he and my mom have this awkward type of relationship but they do talk... So that's it... Dang I feel really really a bad person... Even now... dang all I did was make him a bad person in my parents eyes... Even now I still do a lot of things that would make him like a bad person but he still does not hate me.... I really am that bad...
sorry if its boring
It was around Elem, that time I was over jealous and egoistic about my brother's achievement so because of that I tried to make my brother the bad one... I accused him of escaping while it was still school hours, and I even said that he was at a kind of fraternity ( in our place fraternity is kinda like a gang thing, they do stuff like bullying or scamming others that kind of stuff..) at that time my mom was currently pregnant with our youngest brother so because of that my older brother got scolded and hit ( he got bruises all over his body and I saw it with my own eyes he even bleed) since then he and my mom have this awkward type of relationship but they do talk... So that's it... Dang I feel really really a bad person... Even now... dang all I did was make him a bad person in my parents eyes... Even now I still do a lot of things that would make him like a bad person but he still does not hate me.... I really am that bad...
sorry if its boring
@tamtam cloe Jealously really is a messed up thing.....
@Hit_upthe3 that's totally true, even i hate it but can't resist but felt jealous.... maybe because i am not contented with what i have or for what i am...
@tamtam cloe da** girl thats really messed up but I think its enough now its actually really traumatizing for him u gotta understand properly ...u have to tell the truth to ur mom or it will all eventually end badly ... Lied jealousy will get u nowhere.. And u r really lucky to have a bro like him so apologize the worse that will happen is u will get scolded a bit beaten but think the same happened with him....dont ruin ur family and his,urs life too like this..
@Phoenix thank you for the advice, i still can't find the courage to do so... i think it might take a lot of time but i will do as what you say... because it is for the best of all... i am very thankful for the advice
@tamtam cloe oh dear its ntg not everything is in our hands too ok ? And its not ur fault sometimes just jealousy and anger take over us and u were a child too so its understanding y u did it I myself am still jealous of many things but it made me happy that u r trying ur best !! It will ne fine u can do it ikk !!!