I already know what I'm reading so I'm not surprised by this I prepared myself for the worst I'm not expecting any kindness from the seme.
the seme is just a jerk but again what makes it even worse his personality he is an idiot and it's like he is a rich gay who has never seen the world on its true shape and he doesn't care for others he is tough and thinks that life is "give and take" nothing much and he trusts no one I guess and from what he experienced he only fcked for his fortune and of course they where mostly all men WHøre nothing much they wanted money or s€x so he thought that Dan is also like the rest but it's clearly not yet again the seme is just so dense so he didn't notice that and l he thought he is used to being fcked though he never did any if this not even a kiss or with a girl it's just sad.
and know that he saw a lot of Dan's life he should have understood the situation but still he didn't.
I'm saying how long will it takes for the ml to realize that he was wrong 😑 ,like how much more the mc has to suffer and how much more pathetic he has to be for the ml to feel sympathy, a little bit of affection towards him!? The mc is already so miserable and every chapter he is getting more and more miserable I don't think I can take more than this. I feel like the ml will not realize unless the mc dies that's when he truly gonna begin to blame himself and realize.
"There would be nothing special
only...
raising my face and looking up
would you be..."
Sometimes even the simplest wishes are so hard to come by...
