@Star it's okay, we all have our own struggles. And I understand you very well. It feels tempting and it feels like a blurred line whether it's a sin or not. But understanding that this is a sin, is the first step. And you've already done that, definitely feel really proud of yourself! All of us are equal under G**. G** loves you no matter what, and he sees the efforts you're putting in. Regardless of where we stand, our past or current missteps, or our identities, the grace of G** is an unfaltering presence we can always lean on.
Forgive yourself and trust you can rely on G** when times are hard.
Matthew 11:28 -30
"Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."
Forgive yourself and trust you can rely on G** when times are hard.
Matthew 11:28 -30
"Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."
G** is here for us all. Don't allow Satan's writings of life to reach you. Don't allow him to contaminate the love G** has made for you to recieve.