I relate to miyamura more and more as the years go by. I read this manga 4 years back. And now I too think I'm a burden on others and an irredeemable loser. I too don't have any friends.
@Noona maybe you gotta be even more like miyamura, even though it may take multiple tries maybe you should try to develop yourself further, try to love yourself more, develop your body and your mind, life isn't life if you don't enjoy it after all