Please correct me if I'm wrong. Is this what she said?
"I've been living an abnormal life and I am not happy with it. I know how lonely it feels to live an abnormal life and I want to be happy"
Then she proceeds to thinking that their life is "abnormal" so they will be lonely like her?
Like "I will treat you like abnormals or outcasts so you will be lonely?" HuuUuuh?! What am I even saying?

"I've been living an abnormal life and I am not happy with it. I know how lonely it feels to live an abnormal life and I want to be happy"
Then she proceeds to thinking that their life is "abnormal" so they will be lonely like her?
Like "I will treat you like abnormals or outcasts so you will be lonely?" HuuUuuh?! What am I even saying?
