am i the only one who doesnt think that the author is trying to make people feel sorry for him or make him seem like some deep misunderstood character but is instead just showing us events from the past mainly in his perspective as majority of the manhwa is from haesoos perspective and showing us how he and haesoo even ended up in the situation that they were in? only me? ok 
Nijisanji(?) and shoto are my wills to live 
there is just something so special about booba 
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a wh*** for tomioka giyuu 
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Fried my love! 
am i everywhere yet? 