Interesting does that imply that whoever wrote this note is part of whatever organization wqs responsible for capping the max cultivation at 8 leafs? And that whatever is beyond 10 leaves is a radical change in structure that turns your avatar red? Which is why he says that he likes the colour gold, not red? Or is there another interpretation of this?
I feel so lonely i want to die. I have no hope in this life.
Spoiler!
Oh, I can't change what I am right now, but I'll be fine in the next life! Going all in on that isekai/transmigration baby!