Everyone probably already read the english translation but if someone didn't:
Sha Amon was enjoying the struggles of the drowning servants so the priest kicked another servant off the boat to please the Sha even more which it did however Sha Nain didn't like that and starts questioning himself again of why everyone around him is like that and starts having sucidal thoughts of wanting to jump in the water and drown to rid himself of such worries and useless thoughts, he also questions whether if he was the one drowning, what would the Sha Amon do? Would he be laughing like he is right now at the servant or would he come to Nain's rescue? Thinking such he moves towards the boats edge and just as he is about to letgo of himself, Amon catches him by the waist and asks what he was thinking to which Nain replies saying it's just that I was curious of what would happen if I jumped in the water to which we see Amon's surprised/shocked look as he then asks Nain if he could swim to which the priest interrupts and and answers that Nain can't swim as he was raised carefully in the temple without being exposed to any harm, hearing the priest's interruption Amon glares at her giving her the look of did I ask you? He then questions Nain if the servants and priests assigned to him were incompetent and lacking for him to have such useless thoughts and asked if he should slaughter them to which Nain jolts from realization back to reality and remembers Amon having once slain a large number of servants in the past due to their incompetence in serving Nain which lead to Nain falling ill for a week because of which Amon had never again done such mass killing so to Nain's realization, if he didn't say anything right now or took action carelessly like he tried to do earlier that would mean the death of those somewhat close to him, the ch ends here. Thank you for reading so far, I hope I explained it well.
Sha Amon was enjoying the struggles of the drowning servants so the priest kicked another servant off the boat to please the Sha even more which it did however Sha Nain didn't like that and starts questioning himself again of why everyone around him is like that and starts having sucidal thoughts of wanting to jump in the water and drown to rid himself of such worries and useless thoughts, he also questions whether if he was the one drowning, what would the Sha Amon do? Would he be laughing like he is right now at the servant or would he come to Nain's rescue? Thinking such he moves towards the boats edge and just as he is about to letgo of himself, Amon catches him by the waist and asks what he was thinking to which Nain replies saying it's just that I was curious of what would happen if I jumped in the water to which we see Amon's surprised/shocked look as he then asks Nain if he could swim to which the priest interrupts and and answers that Nain can't swim as he was raised carefully in the temple without being exposed to any harm, hearing the priest's interruption Amon glares at her giving her the look of did I ask you? He then questions Nain if the servants and priests assigned to him were incompetent and lacking for him to have such useless thoughts and asked if he should slaughter them to which Nain jolts from realization back to reality and remembers Amon having once slain a large number of servants in the past due to their incompetence in serving Nain which lead to Nain falling ill for a week because of which Amon had never again done such mass killing so to Nain's realization, if he didn't say anything right now or took action carelessly like he tried to do earlier that would mean the death of those somewhat close to him, the ch ends here. Thank you for reading so far, I hope I explained it well.
