I would be lying if I say I hate the idea of someone paying me for visiting good places and taking pictures. Haaahhhhhh I'm soo broke, unemployment sucks, but I'm not getting any jobs in my specialized field, I'm almost 27 and still with my parents. I'm soo grateful that they have given me space to try for job, even tho I'm failing the same exams for past three years, idk what am I even doing wrong. Without experience I'm not getting other jobs too. Sighhhhh. My life's been soo monotonous, like idk how am I pushing myself to even live further, ig it's for my parents atp who have it worse. I wanna be optimistic but nothing's going right for that positive pov. Yk what is worse, I can't even cry out loud and ik I've been going all these things because I haven't been able to do anything, ughhh being worthless sucks. Sometimes I feel like it would be better if I just disappear but ik that's not gonna do anything anyway. I'm hoping for some miracles. No way universe will not give me the things I deserve. I deserve the best. Whatever might happen, I just know I deserve the bestest things in the world. I just know it.
For Guilty Pleasure
