@Bagel As a guess he was raised by a pastor and a deaconess, he probably feels guilty for enjoying what is considered devient behavior and deserves this, tbh it's really hard to read. You can see the Ml is having such a hard time continuing with this, he just wants to reach him, show him and i think he doesnt even know how to handle this situation at this point
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