@Lilmrhunbuns that is psychotic. i cant even read this once, i skipped from chapter 3 to 70. i just want to justify this is some wierd form of stockholm syndrome, falling for your beater(the person inflicting violence). this is not love and never will be, just some damaged plot and characters. I am scared what the authors view on love is. Half of you claiming to be color blind will never let this be done to you in real life, be you masochists or whatever.