If that first part was an attempt to humanize the ML, it failed. He is a psycho. He really think the world revolves around him! I'm glad Kyuho said the obvious, because he didn't even feel bad to see Kyuho hurting and crying, but he was aroused and wanting to kiss him?! What a crazy bas****. Normal people would feel bad if they made ANYONE cry, even a stranger, most specially someone they care about... but this dude? He is too self absorbed, too surprised that he might "feel" something. Although I hate that Kyuho is already thinking that "they could have been friends if he didn't fall in love" type of sh**. No. This ML is not only a horrible lover, he IS a horrible person as well, and just like Kyuho said last chapter, he looks down on everyone.