fu**. this was all too relatable.. i was also in a moment of time, i still kind of am, when everything felt so worthless. highschool is the worst. i barely went outside. i used to feel honored when someone talked to me, i walked on eggshells around my mother. i'm on my last year now and i've changed so much. i have so many friends, my grades are great, and i also have a loving boyfriend. i thought i was going to be able to read funny sm** while being lazy— now i'm laying here crying. this is an excellent read.. sorry for dumping this in a comment section.