I'm scared to leave my house, I don't want people to judge what I do, I don't want people to see me at all, I used to have anxiety attacks everyday because I was scared to even move, i'm scared of breathing, i'm scared of eating and drinking in front of people in case I do it weirdly. I want to live up to people's expectations but in year 6 I got extremely burned out and now I went from being good at most things to being bad at everything. I have friends but I consider myself a loner, I can go weeks with only saying the same few words everyday.
All of this is because of the bullying, it makes you want to live up to not only their expectations but everyones. When you do something wrong you just give up. You forget how to do basic things. It fu*** up your mind enough to make you think that you are insane. I will forever agree with bullying victims killing their bullies (depending on the severity).
All of this is because of the bullying, it makes you want to live up to not only their expectations but everyones. When you do something wrong you just give up. You forget how to do basic things. It fu*** up your mind enough to make you think that you are insane. I will forever agree with bullying victims killing their bullies (depending on the severity).
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Faves: Kitakawa, Zenkowa, Philosophia, Home Far Away
Faves: Kitakawa, Zenkowa, Philosophia, Home Far Away
