@kashimayuulove they didn't say they dislike it, they just wonder why writers do this. This specifically is a situation where he already loved Caesar, so even through pain and trauma. He still loves him to an extent. It happens a lot in BL where it seems to be going great and they start SAing and raping people left and right in a random chapter. I'm going to drop this, like I did in the past. Just wanted to enjoy up till this part and then I assume the worst comes later. Read some BS in the past where a guy gets trapped, raped, and tortured and the story really wanted us to believe they "loved" eachother. ("Theres nowhere else for me to go"??)🔥
Payback on top!!