@gojo siwa it’s not even only that, they grew up together he said they’ve known each other for 30 years, so he didn’t even „just“ lose his love (although that enough can be incredible painful) he also lost a person that he considered family.. and yes sometimes he behaves in a way that’s not right, but at least I cant even comprehend how it would be waking up after five years, for you just a moment passed but for the people around five years have gone by, that must be even harder 😭😭😭😭