@Guru._.moon Your are welcome. Confidence can be ruined if we are not supported by our partners. For years my father would fat shame me thinking that that will give me a push to lose weight. I understand it was for health bc i had problems with insulin, but all he did was give me complexes about my looks. It took a lot of time and effort for me to live myself and to understand that I don't need to except what my father gives me, but still appreciate the love. Be careful once you turn 18 (although it's usually until you are over 21), as you will be experiencing the world im another light. Don't go too crazy and just enjoy yourself. I know you're a beautiful person. If you do continue to struggle, therapy is an amazing solution. It helped me a lot. Sending love from here, and if you're ever in need of talk, you can find me here ig: @mima_with_mang