Comment by Starr on Surge Looking For You - Chapter 44

fuuuuuck man dude this is like so frustrating to see him running away AGAIN but at the same time I can understand given Yi-rims past why he runs away when things get tough like this. When he was in the orphanage he always wanted to be shown love and attention but never received any due to the fact that he was not sickly nor the youngest so he pushed himself and gave every last bit of himself to others just to be noticed. The same with how he gives as much as he can to the orphanage still because he thinks that he owes the director "compensation" for asking for to much as a child when in reality he didn't ask for enough. Like when he wanted that girl working at the orphanage to sleep next to him. So when he heard that Cheong-ho gave up the only thing that felt like an escape from his traumatic childhood (swimming) and found out that he lied when he said his sensitivity to omegas scent had gone away it probably crushed him wondering if he asked to much of him as well when it actuality it wasn't necessarily entirely his fault. Cheong-oh WANTED nothing more but to be with Yi-rim, fore he had become his escape from his childhood trauma and showed him the love he never got to have as a kid due to his affliction towards the scents of people. In truth, they both are pretty perfect matches for each other they just both need to learn how to communicate and work together to solve their problems. ANWAYS thats the end of noonas rant! if you actually read ALL of that, thanks for reading :) !!