Comment by Just a depressed teenager on Lost in the Cloud - Chapter 43

@Just a depressed teenager  bro no☹️

@Kira0719 then give me a justified reason not to

@Just a depressed teenager  you can keep reading bl😭😭

@Kira0719 I don't know when... but I will do it

@Just a depressed teenager

I attempted suicide about 7 times. I can tell you its not worth it. I am glad I didn't die and you will be too. Please don't do it.

I am just a random dude on the internet and I know I can't change your mind. What I can do is to advise you against it. I know that you are tired of hearing: it will get better, its just a phase, etc.
But you need to know if you are going to kill yourself just for people and things, it will not be worth it.

I may have went through this but your experiences are hugely different. I understand that but most of the root problems are similar.

If its because of a person, talk to them, tell them the truth, I know that it will be hard and scary. If they understand thats great. If they don't consider cutting them out of you life. If you can't cut them out bargain with them.

If its because of your self worth. It is best to back track and rethink stuff. If you dont want to think about it thats fine aswell, give yourself a break. You come first before anything else. Dont let work, school, parents, spouse or anyone tell you otherwise. If you need time off you take time off. If the people around you care they will understand. If they dont fu** them and take time off anyway.

So please dont do it. I don't normally do this but if you need someone to talk to you can ask me for my social media. I will try to help you to the best of my ability. I reccomend you don't because then again I am a stranger on the internet. But you think you need this please don't hesitate.

@Idontknowwhatsthisis Sometimes even a small flickering candle is enough to get you out of the dark

@Just a depressed teenager please dont, i want u to know that im very proud of youuuuu im so happy that u exist. if u need someone to talk to, im heree. we can be friends and read bl together<33

@yelena gf Yes Listen to Yelena. Please dont do it

@Idontknowwhatsthisis I agree with all you've said! The option "suicide" might not leave me but I always take time off and roughly summarize what will happen before deciding and I always end up not doing it. Sometimes I just make a scratch and It'll eventually make me calm down but please don't ever do that.