@Hello Pussay he may have trauma as seen per previous chapters he had a flashback about another guy and then said he will never fall in love with someone again so maybe it's previous relationships that caused him to have these feelings??
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DAWN OF THE DRAGON
A guy like you
Sasaki to miyano
Cbaw
Full volume
Our sunny days
Again
The pizza delivery man and the gold palace
DEAR DOOR
SIGN

DAWN OF THE DRAGON
A guy like you
Sasaki to miyano
Cbaw
Full volume
Our sunny days
Again
The pizza delivery man and the gold palace
DEAR DOOR
SIGN