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sorry for not putting a trigger warning.

@mimi

if your genuinely thinking about killing yourself, please don do it I have also experienced suicidal thoughts and I know that it's hard to keep going but you should seek help I know it's hard but try to talk to people and professional about it. If your in a situation where you need help immediately call the emergency phone numbers I listed.

suicide hotline:988

if you just need to talk:741741

(I'm not sure if this work outside of the US

@mimi also you can talk to me if you need to I may not be of much help but just letting it all out is great help, it's more comfortable since you and i don't know and never will know each other

@I love bl and gl i'm thankful for the thought. but i'm fine. its not like i actually want to kill myself. i would love to live long if i could. but i just don't see myself in any better position than i am today. makes me feel despaired and tired.

@Well, I think I'm here. Haha. i don't want a funeral. what's so good about your dead flesh and bones getting respected when you were treated like trash when you were alive?

should i scream at the entirety of society now? 😭

look i don't care about what others are feeling because of me- show of what...? 😭

@Well, I think I'm here. Haha. i appreciate your thoughts.

@mimi I hope you live long and have a better and happier life that you have right now,

@Well, I think I'm here. Haha. we're both just different i guess. i would rather cut off the person from my life rather than wonder if they'd get their karma. or who knows? i might end up giving a cryptic smile when they are suffering in front of me (i'm a b*stard like that) 

aw obviously i would. you wrote it for me with good thoughts afterall.