Comment by caynotokay on Celia gh

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@Celia gh ...? girlie pop had almost died 2 years ago and was forced into a contract that makes her need to take care of the very man who'd attempted to kill her.

She's the victim here ????
If I were forced to have a killer stay under the same roof as me, I would've dropped dead instantly and willingly. 

Ml's moods were inconsistent and the fact he'd tried killing her the moment she wakes up is enough to make anybody wishes to quickly pass over to the other side. 

He lost his memories and out of fear, she'd lied through gritted teeth for the sake of her own survival. 

Despite all that, this memory loss ml had smh manages to also be her comfort. Sensitive to her emotions, he treats her preciously, the kind of treatment she'd never experienced in childhood. 

Yes, she's selfish. 
She doesn't want to die and she'd rather lie if it means her life is safe. But because of her lack of love, she also seeks ml’s kindness.

Humans instinctively treasures their lives and they also instinctively searches for warmth.

But she's definitely not egocentric. 
She feels guilty, she knows what she's doing is wrong but there's nothing she can do about it. 

She hadn't intentionally hypnotized ml to never wake up, it wasn't on purpose that ml solely relies on her as it happened thanks to specific circumstances. 

Everything that had happened is not something within her power.
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@Baek Eunyung I understand how she feels. She knows the real him, and she’s probably suffering from PTSD. When I say she’s being egocentric, I don’t mean it in a cruel way—I mean that she does know he’s lost his memory and is trying to kill off his past self to become the "perfect husband" for her. Yet she keeps labeling him a killer. Yes, he was one—but he doesn’t remember that.

Imagine waking up from a coma, not knowing who you are, and your supposed wife or husband keeps stressing you out, seeing only the worst in everything you do, no matter how hard you try to be a good person. If she keep pushing him into being a bad person he will become a bad person 

I’m not blaming her for being scared—that’s totally valid. But can she also try to see the struggle of someone trying to shape himself into someone she could love? Yet he put her above his feeling