@RAIN if you have Wattpad, you can just search up the name of the manga and 112 chapters show up. The novel doesn't have the cliff scene, nor the attempt but it does include a character ark a bit.
𖡼𖤣𖥧𖡼𓋼𖤣𖥧𓋼𓍊𖡼𖤣𖥧𖡼𓋼𖤣𖥧𓋼𓍊𖡼𖤣𖥧𖡼𓋼𖤣𖥧𓋼𓍊𖡼𖤣𖥧𖡼𓋼𖤣𖥧𓋼𓍊𖡼𖤣𖥧𖡼𓋼𖤣𖥧
Spoiler!
Spicy BL Stories --> https://mangamirror.com/manga-list/176402