@chair you can feel how u wanna feel abt ian and i can feel how i wanna feel abt ian. as for my reason why hes getting on my nerves, its because he seriously needs to get his sh*t together and decide on what he wants to do.
he's literally just stringing both of them along at this point. first he said he wanted to leave all that gang sh*t, bro even tried to escape before tj found him. then in this chapter hes voluntarily walking back into this lifestyle. uhm...what??? if him going back to tj means he's going to stay by tj's side from now on then he should do just that and focus on tj🤔
also you said that ian told jo not to cling to him too much. but then in that same exact chapter ur talking abt (ch 36) what did ian say? "it's not that i dont like you, i do like you." 😀😀??? if bro wanted to leave, then why is he coming back? like atp even im confused. is he playing with jo? does he actually like jo or not? bc it seems like he loves tj and wants to be with tj. but if thats the case then whyy is jo even an option? him going back and forth is pis**** me off. and like u said jo is sticking to ian on his own, but that still doesn't make me any less pis*** off at him.