@Moipe I'm French, so sorry for my bad grammar. I'm sorry for your family. They're wrong. They're wrong to treat you like this and they're wrong about homosexuality. I don't know your age, but know that you won't always be stuck with them. This is just a part of your life, a shi*** part, but a part that has an end. So I beg you, you must live to one day fall in love, meet good people who will bring you light. I hope that one day your parents and sister see their mistake but you are not responsible. What they are doing to you is wrong, it is abuse.Maybe there are associations for people in your situation that can support you. Other members of your family who will want to help you. I'm sure that around you you can find refuge if you ask. I'm just a stranger from another country, but I'm thinking of you and I hope you find the love you deserve.